Funny stories.....

Maddox has been so funny lately.The other day Jackson figured out how to unlock the child safety lock on the cabinets below the sink in the kitchen.So we went to target and got a better lock.The next time Jackson went to the cabinets he could'nt get it open and was pounding on them so Maddox comes over and pulls on them for a second then he runs to his room and comes back with his saw and hammer and starts sawing on the cabinets while Jackson is pounding on them it was sooo funny.

Then today Maddox had his shovel and he wanted to go out front but I told him he had to go out back so after a few minutes of playing with the front door he runs to his toy box and starts taking everything out till he finds his fake keys then he runs over to the front door and tries to unlock the door with them and says "mama..keys...outside" haha.The reason I had kids priceless moments =)

Another baby.......

So mine and Shaun thoughts on having another baby are scattered.We would like to try and have a girl when the boys go to school.I think about it and wonder would that we selfish of us?.....I had 2 misscarriages before I had the boys and both boys were premature and the doctors still have no idea for the reasons behind both they did so many test even on both boys pleantas after they were born .Is it fair to possibly put another baby though that.I also worried through out both pregnancies if it wasnt misscarriage it was worrying about premature labor and it was soo hard to enjoy it.Needless to say I really didnt enjoy being prego to much worrying about your unborn child when you have reason to is no fun.
Gosh I would really like a little baby girl I think about how I want to be able to share my daughters pregnancy and getting married with her its just not the same with boys (I still love them to death!)I go back and forth.I say Iam DONE because of all the worring but yes later I would like another one.but do the cons out way the pros????

Silly boys = )

Our boys make our glummy day brighter,They have the best personalities . Maddox is so silly He was playing with his building blocks and Shaun asked him are you building the leaning tower of piza and he said "yea".Then we were walking and he was taking his time enjoying his surroundings and so we asked him if he wanted to sit (meaning in the stroller and he said yeah and sat down on the curb .Shaun and I were laughing so hard it was to cute and just now he went into his room and got his flip flops and put them on himself and said "wanta go outside" he is becoming so independent our little man has had the best personality .

Jackson is a little ham ...right now while daddy and Madd are outside he is standing here bangging on the sliding glass door laughing.We are also feeding him our food now no more baby food and when we give him something he takes it out of his mouth to show us and then eats it.when he throws a ball he lifts his arms and says "yay".He is going to be our little dare devil he will try ANYTHING.

I love how different the boys are and yet they come from the same jeans.

Bring on the heat!!!

1st of all it wont let me change my background so fall it stays lol


So there is sooo much to update on I dont even know where to start.

We got an offer on our house woo hoo!! So excited I am so ready to move into a bigger house! Its been a crazy month full of drama and frustration.

Jazmyn has come to live with us and she is SO happy.About 2 months ago she was so closed off and wasnt her self, Shaun and I had know idea how much she was carrying on her shoulders (explains all of the acting out from before) and now that its all out she is the happy little girl we have missed to much.I love you baby girl!!She also got awesome grades 3 A's 1 C and 1 B yay so proud!She has also started a chore chart at home cause she isnt great at remembering to take showers, brush her hair or teeth so we are hoping to get her in the habit of those things.She is the apple of the boys eye its great!

Maddox what can I say he is 2 but he listens to mommy and daddy so well and helps us a lot.He is talking in full sentences and knows most shapes and all body parts and counts to 5.The jealousy has just now reared its ugly head with Jackson but when he is mean to Jacks we put him in time out and when he comes out he says sorry its been working pretty good.Maddox loves to take his saw tool and saw everything yesturday he was sawing the couch in half lol.

Jackson-He is almost 13 months CRAZY! He says Hi,mama,dada and uh oh.He also is starting to throw fits when he dosent get his way gee wonder where he gets that from.He still is the sweetest baby ever and is really starting to LOVE Maddox they laugh at eachother and it seems like they communicate too haha.



Shaun and I are doing good I think we are both ready to move and turn a new leaf.I think it was fate Shaun and I met we equal eachother out after almost 5 years of being together it still gets better everyday.

This last month has been very stressfull for us and we cant seem to figure some people out sometimes I think you just need to realize you never will and to make yourself stronger for your kids and family you gotta move on from the negitive energy and do what is best for them.I know Iam a GREAT mother and I think some people take being a mother for granted.As a mother who had a really hard time having a baby it hits home more for me I think when I see or hear a mother mistreating their child.I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND SELFISHNESS WHEN YOU HAVE A CHILD.WHEN I HAD MY 1ST MISCARRIAGE MY SELFISHNESS WENT OUT THE WINDOW FOR MY LIFETIME !!! now ask yourself am I a great mother?Do you try your BEST?I think as mothers we need to ask ourselves that everynight when we go to bed cause I know I do.