Bring on the heat!!!

1st of all it wont let me change my background so fall it stays lol


So there is sooo much to update on I dont even know where to start.

We got an offer on our house woo hoo!! So excited I am so ready to move into a bigger house! Its been a crazy month full of drama and frustration.

Jazmyn has come to live with us and she is SO happy.About 2 months ago she was so closed off and wasnt her self, Shaun and I had know idea how much she was carrying on her shoulders (explains all of the acting out from before) and now that its all out she is the happy little girl we have missed to much.I love you baby girl!!She also got awesome grades 3 A's 1 C and 1 B yay so proud!She has also started a chore chart at home cause she isnt great at remembering to take showers, brush her hair or teeth so we are hoping to get her in the habit of those things.She is the apple of the boys eye its great!

Maddox what can I say he is 2 but he listens to mommy and daddy so well and helps us a lot.He is talking in full sentences and knows most shapes and all body parts and counts to 5.The jealousy has just now reared its ugly head with Jackson but when he is mean to Jacks we put him in time out and when he comes out he says sorry its been working pretty good.Maddox loves to take his saw tool and saw everything yesturday he was sawing the couch in half lol.

Jackson-He is almost 13 months CRAZY! He says Hi,mama,dada and uh oh.He also is starting to throw fits when he dosent get his way gee wonder where he gets that from.He still is the sweetest baby ever and is really starting to LOVE Maddox they laugh at eachother and it seems like they communicate too haha.



Shaun and I are doing good I think we are both ready to move and turn a new leaf.I think it was fate Shaun and I met we equal eachother out after almost 5 years of being together it still gets better everyday.

This last month has been very stressfull for us and we cant seem to figure some people out sometimes I think you just need to realize you never will and to make yourself stronger for your kids and family you gotta move on from the negitive energy and do what is best for them.I know Iam a GREAT mother and I think some people take being a mother for granted.As a mother who had a really hard time having a baby it hits home more for me I think when I see or hear a mother mistreating their child.I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND SELFISHNESS WHEN YOU HAVE A CHILD.WHEN I HAD MY 1ST MISCARRIAGE MY SELFISHNESS WENT OUT THE WINDOW FOR MY LIFETIME !!! now ask yourself am I a great mother?Do you try your BEST?I think as mothers we need to ask ourselves that everynight when we go to bed cause I know I do.